why are all those people leaving? Casey! Answer me!!

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 20:52:31 GMT

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Play in rush-hour traffic.

funny, people have been telling me to do this all my life, and now i finally will take there advice.

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 22:58:39 GMT

hi

i have not been here in a while.

i like that you havent changed, while i have.

my head hurts
i wish that it didnt

ill stick my tongue out at you to say hello and to later ask why you have decided to not talk to me

havent you been wondering where i am

this house is completly empty, there is only the computer light on. i should urn on the rest.

do i know you?
have we met?

you should come home with me.
theres nothing to do around here, but my home is alot the same, and more uncomfortable.

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 23:05:29 GMT

i wish that he would stay longer...

i dont see him for another month..

why do i still feel this way after 3 years...

damn it.

im so fucked up.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 17:17:18 GMT

ohhh

Bright eyes= wicked fucking good

Feist= WICKED FUCKING GOOD.

me= WICKED FUCKING HAPPY

MY SIGN= IF YOU ARE EMO, LICK MY FACE.

MY FACE= NEEDS TO BE WASHED.

my weekend so far= better than yours.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 04:10:21 GMT

this is how bored i am....

and gay i am...

_____Favorite_____

1. Gum: trident... i dont knwo
2. Restaurant: Joe's...i love them
3. Drink: Andre - Cold Duck
4. Season: Fall
5. Type of weather: lots of clouds so that everythign looks like its under white light
8. Late-night activity: getting drunk
9. Sport: extreme smoking
11. Store: goodwill

_______When was the last time you_______

12. Cried: sunday
13. Played a sport: i played golf once this summer
14. Laughed: today...dance party in joes
15. Hugged someone: today, mikey
16. Kissed someone: i dont know... the weekend before last...
17. Felt depressed: regularly... which makes me even more depressed about feeling depressed...wow i hate you
18. Felt overworked: never
19. Faked sick: today.
20. Had sex: :(

___What was the last_______

21. Word(s): mom, i know
22. Thing you ate: roasted vegetables
23. Song you listened to: God on your side- Bob Dylan
24. Last thing you drank: water
25. Place you went to: portsmouth
26. Movie you saw In the theater? charlie and the chocolate factory.. wow long time ago
27. Movie you rented: hahah charlie and te chocolate factory..

_______Who was the last person you_______

28. Hugged: mikey
29. Cried over: like id tell you
30. Instant messaged: derrick
31. Danced with: Becca and Hallie
32. Shared a secret with: casey
33. Had a sleepover with: kyle
34. Called: Brian
35. Went to a movie with: umm whoever i saw charlie and the chocolate factory with
36. Saw: mikey
37. Were angry with: Tom
38. Cant take your eyes off: casey eitler
39. Obsessed over: Mr Quimby... and making his life a living hell

_______Have you ever_______

40. Danced in the rain: indeed i have
41. Kissed someone: yes, the best of them
42. Done drugs: hmmm....
43. Drank alcohol: sure.
44. Partied 'til the sun came up: i miss the summer...
45. Had a movie marathon: JONNY DEPP!! yes!
46. Gone too far on a dare: no.
47. Spun until you were immensely dizzy: whenever i am bored.

_______My life_______

48. School you to go: Saint Thoman GAYquinas
49. Name: kathleen
50. Gender: female
52. Relationship status: depressingly single
53. Nationality: Irish mo fo
54. State or province you live in: New Hampshire

_______Play_______

55. I'm feeling: awake
56. I'm listening to: Bob Dylan
57. I'm doing: nothing really
58. I'm talking to: casey, and derrick
59. I'm craving: a smaller body
61. I'm hating: myself for doing this quiz

_______Love_______

62. Love: i wish i was enveloped in it
63. My first love: i was a fucking retard.
65. Love or lust: love
66. Best love song: Angel in the Snow- elliott smith
67. Possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: yes
68. When does love hurt: when im not in it
69. Are you in love: no.

_______Opposite/same sex_______

70. Turn ons: guys who make me laugh, with good style, and musical abilities.. haha
71. Turn offs: guys who think they are amazing. even if they are.
72. Do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you: i dont have one, but if idid i could care less
73. What kinda hairstyle are you into? longish but not long.
74. What is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?: bring me a single daisy, or just take me somewhere that ive never been.
75. Where do you go to meet new people?: i know everyone.
76. Are you the type of person to give and ask for numbers?: the kind who dont look like rapists.

_____Picky Picky_______

77. Dog or cat: cat
78. Short or long hair: short
79. Sunshine or rain: rain
80. Hugs or kisses: kisses
81. Xbox or ps2: neither
82. Written letters or e-mails: written apology or love letters
83. Cars or motorcycles: cars
84. Coke or pepsi: water
85. House party or club: house party
86. Sing or dance: sing
87. Freak or slow dance: slow

_______Lately_______

88. How are you today? better than yesterday
89. What pants are you wearing right now?: straight legged express jeans
90. What shirt are you wearing right now?: brown long sleeve with red cardigan.
91. What does your hair look like at the moment: messy but soft and cute
92. What song are you listening to right now? Boots of Spanish leather
93. How is the weather right now? rainy
94. Who are you talkin to on the phone? noone
95. Last dream I can remember?: not being able to sleep, and then waking up

------------------Style------------

96. Clothes: vinage, with a little bit of sillyness
97. Hair? shorter than my shlders with blond in the front
98. Shoes? flats/ vans/ nike SBs
99. Figure? skinny and average height.

sweet november

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 19:41:12 GMT

I take everything with a delayed reaction, there is nothing exciting, no interesting people, nothing to be amused by. Fall is my favorite season. not becuase it does this to me, but because its a midway between the best part of every year, and the worst. On much more lighter tone...

I met pedro!!

And today i went downtown and bought a jacket and stuff and then went to goodwill and had to come backi into town to pick up tickets at the music hall for my mom, so igo to park in bull moose and didnt turn enough and ran into the corner of the building...yes this is true... i need ANOTHER new bumper.

Im really having the greatest weekend ever...i had the play, that noone came to, my brother is being teh biggest jackass in the entire world, and everything just seems to be moving right passed me, like people dont even notcie that im there.

oh well. okay.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 01:37:38 GMT

Halloween was teh greatest, me and crystin went to a uber fun halloween party, and crystin was teh hottest zombie there,

last friday Boy had its first show, it went sooo very well.

i jsut got tickets to bright eyes. i love myself

the cute ones...

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 03:26:21 GMT

spotlesslemon: colby
spotlesslemon: marry me
bside2mytongue: trust me i want to
spotlesslemon: hahah sick
bside2mytongue: we should become lesbos.
spotlesslemon: we totally should
bside2mytongue: no joke. move to VT.
spotlesslemon: thats a brilliant idea
bside2mytongue: yeah it is.
bside2mytongue: and you can see other people.
spotlesslemon: alternative life style is the way to go
bside2mytongue: as long as im your main bitch.
spotlesslemon: ok cool.
spotlesslemon: good.
spotlesslemon: its settled then.

so me and colby are totally dating.

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 21:28:36 GMT

so today school got out at 12 so i went downtown.

then i ran into my buddy tim, and he needed to go get some stuff by the mall, so we dashed over there and did a few things, we then decided that we needed to go to market basket to get tim some stuff for his newly peirced septum....but we were really nto in the mood to pay, so tim just took it, and aparently they had followed him Via servalance cameras through the store and watched him steal some meds and a box of toothpicks, so they run out after us, and they called the cop, who turned out to be this wicked nice lady, in conclusion Tim is no longer aloud on the premice and was arrest on paperwork but not real life, and i am banned from the market basket for laughing too much...damn it, stupid personality.

peace out

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 19:48:50 GMT

/\ MAIA IS WICKED HOT!!!!

so here some more pics of her and others....

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 01:25:00 GMT

spotlesslemon: hey what the fuck am i gonna wear tomorrow
boy inthe shire: hmm
boy inthe shire: good ques.
boy inthe shire: im wearing gp's
spotlesslemon: obviously
boy inthe shire: haha. totally
boy inthe shire: hmmmmm
spotlesslemon: see i have no idea
boy inthe shire: tight pants?
boy inthe shire: tight shirt?
boy inthe shire: nice shoes
spotlesslemon: ahh yes but what shoes
spotlesslemon: what shirt
spotlesslemon: express jeans
boy inthe shire: hmmmm
boy inthe shire: i have to go shower. ill think about this predicament.
spotlesslemon: ok then return to me
boy inthe shire: i shall

/\ brian is my best freind and i love him, also i love his new screen name.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 23:54:19 GMT

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 02:01:02 GMT

so this weekend i had LOADS of fun.

aka ther will be some rad photographs comming soon

youll be very happy.

Becasue i was.

Im gonna go to NESOP.

I bought a pair of purple vans at the urban outfitters bargain basement.

I am in love with boston, even though i got lost for an hour 2day, and ended up walking MOST of beacon street.

I only smoked 2 ciggs today.

Praise me.

Cutting back sucks.

My thighs touched for the first time yesterday. It was an epic moment in my history, and i commend myself for finally looking like i have child bearing hips.

I saw Sarah in the Bus Terminal on the way home, so we road the bus back to portsmouth together. It was wayy fun.

I miss molly a whole LOT.

I love Crystin...for so many reasons.... (1) she is totally rad (2) she cut my hair wicked radly (3) awwwwwwkwarrrrd (4)you mess with the bull, you get the horns young man (5) smashing bottles (6) Getting D in the HT while your s'n mah d (7) ILL COMFORT YOU (8)spit balls that get stuck to Bob's face ....

I could say more.

I also enjoy water.

I enjoy my new uber short hair.

Soon to be fashoin mullet.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 03:47:41 GMT

im getting my hair cut short 2morrow
here are some of my ideas

help me out...

which one shoudl i go with

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 18:06:00 GMT

ohh man, it was a good weekend....

friday...my parents left and went to PA. So i went to the STA coffee house to support my gnarly friends, then i went into portsmouht and sat on our bench and then got 20$ worth of 40's and when to crystins to get D'ed in her HT. and then i drove home. and slept

Saturday...Joel was home! we went to some stupid apple harvest day thing in dover, totally lame, portsmouth again, then we went to Joel and had a sick nasty jame sesh with chia and jake and then colby came, then i went back downtown and got Jan to get us ALOT more beer and Andre (haha oh god) and we all went back to Cry's and got crunk...mmhmm...

and now its sunday, and im supoesed to be taking some pics for nick and driving my bro home. nice and calm.

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oh and ps....
www.myspace.com/boyintheshire

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 20:23:49 GMT

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Tue, 27 Sep 2005 11:06:51 GMT

So yesterday I felt like shit, and people were taking advantage of my sickness.
But the day got better, I hung out with mike for a while and we drank tea and smoked siggs and wallowed in our illness. tee hee. Mike makes me smile, alot. I like him.
Then i talked to nate for a while, it was really nice to see him, cos i havent seen him all week. We had a good talk, even though i was falling asleep and stuff cos of me being sick.
then i came home and watched a bob dylan documentary, and got some pics up...
here ill show you...

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 03:06:48 GMT

I had a good weekend. I got a lot of pictures that i have to get developed. When they are all set ill put some of them on here to prove of the weekends goodness. I love my friends. I love visiting joel in boston. I love colby. I love folk. I love folking it. I like to mosh to none hardcore music. I like to wear black tights. I like knowing that there is no god, becasue if there was he wouldnt have made my computer shut off on the last page of my 15 page paper.

im done.

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 19:34:47 GMT

i know how much people love pictures... so here are some more for you...

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 02:01:00 GMT

im a mess

he dont want to clean up.

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 16:37:33 GMT

On saturday me and chia took a little vacation from NH, and went to boston. Visiting people, having hot flashes, having the person next to us puke in the T on the way back to our car, and following a british man wiht an oily afro and a track suit driving a PT cruiser.... TO THE BATMOBILE!

rip shit.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 03:43:14 GMT

i miss all the people that i used to know
the fact that they keep forgetting
has left myself feeling so
unrecognizable, ripped in thie middle
you say its my fault,
please reconsider
ive done nothing to you
ans still you cant stop
i can hear it
those things you say about me
things yout think i cant hear
well your a lying sack of shit
because i know how you feel
you feel just like me
a little confused, not sur ehow to act
and emotionally bruised.
But its no need to act the way that you are
weve been so close and come so far
were to old for you to be pulling a hot and cold
and your too rich off of youth to feel so old
God, i wish you saw it from the outside
what a mess you pretend to be
theres no cure for fake depression,
and i know you can see
that your fucked. oh soo fucked.

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 00:05:01 GMT

eat my face... i miss this girl....

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 20:55:14 GMT

so im going downtown in a half hour
and work starts at 7
ill probably jsut sit around and stare at people,
you all should come and visit me.

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:22:14 GMT

so yesterday chia took my senior pictures and they turned out fucking great. They are perfect just like her sweet ass. Then i went to the sta back to school dance where i proceeded to make a fool out of myself by humping my favorite freind casey, and obviously nick, i would have it no other way, and thank god brian was there or i would have no one else to dance like a emo tool with. if you didnt already know i got my hair did. 2 weeks ago. It looks hot.
so today, i hung out with nate for most of the day, he cooked me lunch (pasta Yay) and then we went and got him a nalgene at the mall, and jsut genally hung out, hes soooo amazing and wonderful. Not to mention the cutest guy in the enitre world. (and a mighty fine snuggleer at that).
Then i went into Ptown with Alexe and met up with casey and kat and dan, and then ate and were merry, and then we ran into some losers. And had a good time.
And now im home early.
For what reason, Ill tell you. Nancy needs to let alexe stay out later, cos its frustrating.

I miss bridget. Im glad shes home

Tomorrow i am going to finish my portfolio, and be happy.

I wish i had a picture describing all the fun, but i dont. If i had a digital camera then i would. But i dont. Im sorry.